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Time:08:04 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] worried
So I went and got the paperwork that keeps going missing at the nursing agency...so hopefully the pee test and my shot records are good so I can start working...I cant wait to get out of here. Eric actually told me that Tom's landlord wants to meet me tomorrow and that I can pretay much move right in when he moves out they just wanna basically check me out which is very koolio. $600 a month all utilities are included so now i just have to try and keep the job I have until starbucks or the nursing thing comes thru. The starbucks store is a 24 hour one so I thin kthat owuld rock to work!

So throw some faerie sprinkles my way and good thoughts that everything works out, I could use it!


Laterzzzz
Neela Out

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Subject:You know ou were a teenager in the 90's ...
Time:07:45 pm
>1.) Your bangs were at least 4 inches high, and you thought it looked
good.
>(yes! We were the queens of
> aerosol!)
>
> 2.) You remember the Milli Vanilli scandal.
>
> 3.) You religiously watched 90210, Melrose, Place,Party of Five,
and My
>So-called Life.
>
> 4.) You tight-rolled your jeans.
>
>5.) You wore big hoop earrings.
>
>6.) You thought bellbottoms were horrible and couldn't understand why
>anyone would've ever worn them.
>
>7.) You knew how to do the dances called the MC Hammer, the Roger
Rabbit,
>and the running man.(please, don't forget the cabbage patch!)
>
>8.) You owned a pair of K-Swiss, Keds, or Air Jordans.
>
>9.) You thought "Ice Ice Baby" was the coolest song ever, and when
your
>parents told you Vanilla Ice would be a shot in the pan, you refused
to
>believe them. (you can substitute New Kids on the Block for Vanilla
Ice as
>well! Foolish teenyboppers of today, look out! You will one day hate
the
>Backstreet Boys!)
>
>10.) You know who Leonardo, Michelangelo, Raphael and Donatello are.
>
>11.) You tried to sing along to "Informer," no matter how hard it
was.
>(INFORRRRMER! You know youksjlkasojdfwoher wjhroi...icky boom boom
dow)
>
>12.) You or your sister owned a banana barrette and a T-clip. (and
were we
>sexy)
>
>13.) A hairdryer was required to set your hair. (and a curling iron.
And
>lots of hairspray. Probably some mousse too)
>
>14.) You rolled up the sleeves of your t-shirts, and tucked in the
front,
>letting the back hang out.
>
>15.) You had any "No Fear" or "B.U.M." clothing... and maybe even one
of
>those "Big Johnson" t-shirts.
>
>16.) You wore 2 pairs of neon colored socks. (and they were of
alternating
>colors, pink/purple, purple/pink)
>
>17.) You wore overalls with only one side connected.
>
> 18.) You had Exclamation perfume. (and Navy! And Designer
Imposters!)
>
>19.) You remember when cartoons were actually GOOD,and not scary like
the
>Teletubbies.(Let's hear it for Smurfs, Care Bears, Rainbow Brite,
Thunder
>Cats, He Man and She Ra, Wonder Woman, My Little
> Pony, Heathcliff, Transformers, The Real Ghostbusters...etc...)
>
>20.) You loved to slow dance to Power Ballads.
>
>21.) You had a "slap bracelet". they were cool (this was before toys
killed
>people)
>
>22.) You wore your sweatpants pulled up to your knees
>
>23.) You had a black Debbie Gibson hat.
>
>24.) You wanted to be just like Paula Abdul. Also, you loved "In
Living
>Color" and if you are a woman, you wanted to be a Fly Girl.
>
>25.) You know the words to "The Humpty Dance".
>
> 26.) You owned the Spin Doctors tape.
>
>27.) You said, "PSYCH" or "WAY!"
>
>28.) You saw "Wayne's World" at least 2 times at the theater.
>
>29.) You loved the New Kids on the Block (and Joey was probably your
>favorite.)
>
>30.) You wore jeans pulled up to your navel. (well, that's how they
made
>them then)
>
>31.) All of your clothes were "baggy".
>
>32.) You owned a pair of biker shorts, and possibly ones with a neon
strip
>down the side. And you also own a "baja" (striped thin parka).
>
>33.) You wore "water shoes" into the pool.
>
>34.) You had a boom box, or your stereo was a weird color like pink.
>
>35.) You bought tapes instead of CDs.
>
>36.) You never missed "Fresh Prince" and you know all the words to the
>theme song.
>
>37.) You or someone you knew wore "Cross-Colors" clothing.
>
>38.) You remember when TLC weren't divas, and they dressed like they
were
>in the circus.
>
>39.) You thought "I'm Too Sexy" was such a cool song.
>
>40.) You "busted a move" while C&C Music Factory was playing.
>
>41.) You remember when Mark Wahlberg was part of Marky Mark and the
Funky
>Bunch
>
>42.) You owned a silk shirt, which you tucked into your jeans.
>
>43.) You had jeans in various colors, like green, brown, burgundy,
>black...(OR with zippers on the backs of the legs, OR stonewashed, OR
the
>ones with the fake paint splatters!)
>
>44.) You had a "Button Your Fly" t-shirt.
>
>45.) You had a Ren and Stimpy t-shirt. (or a Bart Simpson Don't have a
cow
>man t shirt)
>
>46.) You thought long-haired heavy metal bands would never go out of
>style.
>
>47.) You were addicted to Nintendo.
>
>48.) There was always a "scrunchy" in your pony tail. (or better yet,
NEVER
>in your hair, but always a coordinating one to your outfit on your
wrist!!)
>
>49.) You gave the "peace" sign all the time.
>
>50.) You loved Beavis and Butthead.
>
>51.) If you were a guy, you had an "undercut" and you parted it down
the
>middle
>
>52.)You owned at least one Hyper color shirt. (and spent all your time
in
>class touching it and breathing on it til
> your teacher yelled at you.
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Current Music:Malcom In The Middle on the telly
Subject:they will pay...
Time:05:28 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] devious
Fuckers...there is gonna be no one in the building bc of MLK day and yadda yadda..We got fucking slammed it was brutal... and ofcourse the big wigs come in and wind up having to to chop shit LMAO!! Stupid fuckers keep fucking with our schedules and laying people off you FUCK NUTS I HATE YOU ALL!!!

Ya'll are so gonna get yours the next two day I am not there. I have had 4 customers tell me they are not coming in when I am not there bc no one knows how to make the drinks right..well there is not a damn thing I can do until they get there shit together and get the signs up and all that stuff so FUCK EM!!!

Cheri told me that her last day is wednesday adn that they are laying off someone else...we are so fucked and as long as my drug test comes back ok I am cuttign my hours on my own without their help... I cant wait to see them fall...
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Current Music:Coldplay~Trouble
Subject:BEH!!!
Time:12:03 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] amused
So we went out for Unger's birthday last night. I did have fun...Jason makes me giggle even when he is sober so it was all good to me. Jason and I were keeping our eyes on these boys sitting in a booth next to our tables at the pool tables and we sware they are str8 but if they were at IDOLS just to havea quiet MAN TO MAN Talk they picked the wrong place... instead they were talked about. Now we all no I have no probs with the brothas that be of the ghey as Elasia would say, as I am BI and just happen to lean towards one more than the other bc I even know what my ultimate goal is.

So I go back to work tomorrow, however I have tuesday and wednesday off and it kinda sux bc I need the money but I am going to be taking my drug test after work tomorrow and tuesday re certifying my cpr so I will be working as a CNA once again real soon. So yeah for that!!! However I did set them up really well. And I cant wait to see how that goes!!!

So I am in for a vinegar cranberry juice treat all day today...and I must go now. See you all on the flipside!!!


Neela Out
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Time:05:14 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] chipper
Elasia made this for me bc she loves me...and it is now my new siggie forever and ever on every forum I will be on for eternity...
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As for work... You people suck I take one day off and I come back to a trashed fucking cafe and I am pissed about it...
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Time:12:47 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] crazy
OK so this is gonna be random..{as usual}

I took the day off I had 2 panic attacks this morning, so I called in. A person at the aprtment agency I found will be contacting me today. So I am excited about that.

CNA PEEPS U SUCK!!! Fat ass with the skinny legs do you really thhink I dunno that it is you leaving garbage on my fucking counters...

Wide ass... how many people do you know form a line at an exit of a station in stead of ordering at the front where everyone else and there fucking moms do it ASS...

in general for you fuckers...IF YOU DROP IT PICK IT UP...Dont bitch about prices when you are more wasteful then my 5yr old nephew who doesnt even let the water run while he brushes his teeth bc it is wasteful..

Other than that I am kool for right now BBL...

Toodles
Neela
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Subject:My baby girl she will be 2 next month
Time:07:09 pm
Me and Splinter
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splinter trying to lick my teeth I dunno what her obsession with teeth are but eh whateva...
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and me and Nala
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Current Music:I love NY~Madonna
Subject:a little something
Time:07:01 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] thankful
I knwo there are a lot of Tori fans out there. I dunno who has and has not seen this interview from a while back FTCH era on the ROSEANNE BARR show but it is very moving and powerful and I thought I would share it on here for those who do not post on the forum iam on!

http://s45.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3N0NM4P3TTQY73PKUI467D7DIW
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Time:05:38 pm
This is the 3rd baby...Mom and Frodo Baggins Sir Humpalot....

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Subject:Pics from me mums....
Time:05:33 pm
Image hosted by Photobucket.comThis is me and Bear and Nala behind us bc she hates that I love him too!

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Image hosted by Photobucket.comUp close of my Tatooo I told Siren I would try and post it. The glare fucks up the Notes in the middle but eh!! I love my tatooo!!!
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Time:05:15 pm
Pick one from each pair of how you see me, and then leave it in the comments... post in your own LJ for some fun!


* Dominant or submissive
* Logical or Intuitive
* Social or Loner
* Kinky or Vanilla
* Cute or Sophisticated
* Kitten or Puppy
* Warm flannel sheets or Sleek satin
* Leader or Follower
* Quiet or Talkative
* Spontaneous or Planned
* Teddy bear or Porcelain doll
* Hiking or Window shopping
* Tequila or Vodka
* Top or bottom
* Barefoot or Shoes
* Jeans or Slacks
* Tender or Rough
* Aware or Dreamy
* Nerd or Geek
* Boxers or Briefs
* Coke or Pepsi
* Leather or Lace
* Before sleep or After waking up
* Comedy or Tragedy
* Pirate or Ninja
* Hot or Not
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Current Music:iieeeeeeeeeee~Rotterdam 2003 TORI RAWKS!!!
Subject:A work rant
Time:05:03 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] pissed off
I have never worked for such a bunch of nasty self indulged group of people in my life. I might have been to young back then but when mum worked for TIAACREF I had never been around such a cool group of insurance hard working people. Alot of what I am feeling today is prolly nothing short of me and my head or Susan knew what she was talking about when she told me that this was beneath me. However I did need a job and ofcourse still do because it is an evil necessity. Or maybe I am just really broken and no amount of medication in the world can save me now. I need to get the car insurance this week so I hope to have the car back by the end of the week. I got the call yesterday that it went to the paint shop. Maybe I should call in tomorrow. And why is everything a godddamn woe is me fucking contest I do not understand how and why these people are like this. You know there asses arent like this at home. So why be pricks and cunts here not only giving a bad rapp to the USA but most of humanity?!
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Time:09:58 am
"sad wears these great shoes, and she knows some really dirty jokes, and when you get to know her, you're totally free"
-tori amos
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Time:04:17 pm
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Time:06:52 pm
Every Gay down in Gayville liked Gay Marriage a lot......
But the Grinch, who lived just east of Gayville, did NOT!!

The Grinch hated happy Gays! The whole Marriage season!
Now, please don't ask why. No one quite knows the reason.
It could be his head wasn't screwed on just right.
It could be, perhaps, his Florsheims were too tight.
But I think the most likely reason of all was
His heart and brain were two sizes too small.

"And they're buying their tuxes!" he snarled with a sneer,
"Tomorrow's the first Gay Wedding! It's practically here!"
Then he growled, with his Grinch fingers nervously drumming,
"I MUST find some way to stop Gay Marriage from coming!"

For, tomorrow, he knew... All the Gay girls and boys
would wake bright and early. They'd rush for their vows!
And then! Oh, the Joys! Oh, the Joys!

And THEN they'd do something he liked least of all!
Every Gay down in Gayville the tall and the small,
would stand close together, all happy and blissing.
They'd stand hand-in-hand. And the Gays would start kissing!

"I MUST stop Gay Marriage from coming! ...But HOW?"

Then he got an idea! An awful idea!
THE GRINCH GOT A WONDERFUL, AWFUL IDEA!

"I know what to do!" The Grinch laughed in his throat.
And he went to his closet, grabbed his sheet and his hood.
And he chuckled, and clucked, with a great Grinchy word!
"With this beard and this cross, I look just like our Lord!"

"All I need is a Scripture..." The Grinch looked around.
But, true Scripture is scarce, there was none to be found.
Did that stop the old Grinch...? No! The Grinch simply said,
"With no Scripture on Marriage, I'll fake one instead!"
"It's one man and one woman," the Grinch falsely said.

Then he broke in the courthouse. A rather tight pinch.
But, if Georgie could do it, then so could the Grinch.
The little Gay benefits hung in a row.
"These bennies," he grinned, "are the first things to go!"

Then he slithered and slunk, with a smile most uncanny,
around the whole room, and he took every benny!
Health care for partners! Doctors for kiddies!
Tax rights! Adoptions! Pensions and Wills!
And he stuffed them in bags. Then the Grinch, with a chill,
Stuffed all the bags, one by one, in his bill.

Then he slunk to the kitchen, and stole Wedding Cake.
He cleaned out that icebox and made it look straight.
He took the Gay-bar keys! He took the Gay Flag.
Why, that Grinch even took their last Gay birdseed bag!

"And NOW!" grinned the Grinch, "I will pocket their Rings."
And the Grinch grabbed the Rings, and he started to shove
when he heard a small sound like the coo of a dove.
He turned around fast, and off flew his hood.
Little Lisa-Bi Gay behind him sadly stood.
The Grinch had been caught by small Lisa-Bi.
She stared at the Grinch and said, "My, oh, my, why?"
"Why are you taking our Wedding Rings? WHY?"

But, you know, that old Grinch was so smart and so slick
He thought up a lie, and he thought it up quick!
"Why, my sweet little tot," the fake Shepherd sneered,
"The judges are evil, the other states weird."
"I'll fix the rings there and I'll bring them back here."

It was quarter past dawn... All the Gays, still a-bed,
all the Gays still a-snooze when he packed up and fled.
"Pooh-Pooh to the Gays!" he was grinch-ish-ly humming.
"They're finding out now no Gay Marriage is coming!"
"Their mouths will hang open a minute or two
then the Gays down in Gayville will all cry Boo-Hoo!"

He stared down at Gayville! The Grinch popped his eyes!
Then he shook! What he saw was a shocking surprise!
Every Gay down in Gayville, the tall and the small,
was kissing! Without any bennies at all!
He HADN'T stopped Marriage from coming! IT CAME!
Somehow or other, it came just the same!

And the Grinch, with his grinch-feet ice-cold in the snow,
stood puzzling and puzzling: "How could it be so?"
"It came without lawyers, no papers to sort!"
"It came without licenses, came without courts!"
And he puzzled three hours, till his puzzler was sore.
Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn't before!

"Maybe Marriage," he thought, "doesn't come from the court.
Maybe Marriage...perhaps... comes right from the heart.
Maybe Marriage comes from all the words the Gays say.
Words like Husband, like Wedding, and Spouse who is Gay."
And what happened then...? Well...in Gayville they say
that the Grinch's small brain grew three sizes that day!

And the Gays had their Weddings. They promised for life.
They swore to be faithful, to Wife and her Wife.
The Husbands were happy, to each other they vowed
To be Out and be Honest, be Gay and be Proud.
They told all their neighbors and friends of their Spouse,
They told of their Marriage and sharing their house.
They said "We got Married." They shouted it loud.
Their marital status was "Married and Proud."

And the minute his heart didn't feel quite so tight,
He whizzed with his load through the bright morning light.
And he brought back the rings, cake and Gay birdseed bags!
And he... ...HE HIMSELF... hung the Gay Rainbow Flag!
...
The Lord looked down, at the proud and the tall,
and said "These are my children, and I love them all."
_________________
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Time:10:40 am
You Belong in Paris

Stylish and a little sassy, you were meant for Paris.
The art, the fashion, the wine, the men!
Whether you're enjoying the cafe life or a beautiful park...
You'll love living in the most chic place on earth.
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Time:10:05 am
Ha nevermind that last post i figured it out go me...HA so now i can post the most recent pic of me....

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Time:09:57 am
Hey if anybody out there can tell me how to get some images up on here could you let me know...I cant figure out what I am doing wrong. DAMN I SUCK!Image hosted by Photobucket.com
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Current Music:an architects dream~Kate Bush
Subject:Feeling stuffy...
Time:09:48 am
Current Mood:[mood icon] pissed off
I woke up at 7am this morning. I was having trouble breathing so Idecided to get up and put my sweats on and go for a walk to Dunkin Donuts. I didnt think much on the way there. Not that I was paying attention to what Iwas thinking anyway. But on the way back I walked different then I came. Mainly so that I would make a full circle since i have not done anything since the day before Thanksgiving.

On the way back I thought damn...Long silly winter coats have only come in handy in one situation a few years ago at 230 am sitting on concrete waiting for The doors to open at Borders to Meet Tori. ANd the bunch of peeps that i went with didnt have coats that covered their asses so I used mine and as a seat warmer for us. Other than that it gets in the way on the trains and buses all that bulky bullshit.

So it has been a month since i have gone to that dunkin donuts bc they are always fucking shit up. And what happens it is worse than usually so here is my plea DO NOT GO TO...DUNKIN BASKIN 1746 N Western Ave Chicago.

OKay and thanks for now...Laterzzzzzzzzz
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Current Music:Aerial~Kate Bush
Subject:It's been a while...
Time:11:20 pm
Current Mood:[mood icon] high
Anna and I had our own little thanksgiving today. Eric went to his mums. I was suppossed to go see my mummy but after the car accident on Saturday last weekend, I was not ready to get in a car anddrive to Colorado all by myself after that. I am still having trouble going across that intersection even in the passenger seat so...pfftt to that!

So yeah the Car accident jerk felt the need to turn out of the wrong lane from Logan on to Western avenue...ass...broke my purple people eater. No major uinjuries, my head band broke when i hit the stearing wheel and banged my knee that it nothing horrid.

The new job is ok. I definately have realized why I went into the health care life so maybe I will be able to give myself a nice swift kick in the ass and get the fuck back where I belong. It isnt that it is not easy or anything is that beleive it or not I actually miss having another person with me. I mean sure it is like running your own coffee stand and all that but there is no one there to cover ya when ya need a break and there is no one there to share your crazy drink concouctions with that appreciate them nearly half as much as yourself. Olympia College is right around the corner and althought I know Susan would prefer me to go to Nursing School maybe Medical Assistant would be good for now. We will see it has only been a few weeks maybe I can stay where I am at and do the Nursing school thing, maybe it would be better with a not so brainfulfilling job. Eh whateva!


I shouldnt be bitching about this since ya know Eric and Anna have been fabu since this whole non~working thing happend adn now that Iam working I have to get up at 5 am and do you think that when they stay up late and laughing and giggling watch telly all loud do they say hey J's trying to sleep whateva but Iam listening to videos on the computer and she is all shhhh, eh whateva more motivation to get my own place again ya know!

Other than that nothing much else going on. Loveing the new Kate Bush cd, waiting patiently for T {goddess it is so far away, it is a shame I have nothing else that makes me that happy}.

Anyway Peace out
Peace Love Lip Gloss and Tori Bliss
Faerie Sprinkles
ME
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